You hold me down
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Monday, May 6, 2013 8:25 AM
For the past two weeks it's been a slow trickle of tears down my face. All I have been thinking was how this would be our last, and that was the last movie we would watch. It's literally a gaping hole in my chest. I don't care how dramatic I'm sounding its all true. And it's true for him too, he's cried just as hard as I have. It's kills him just as much as its aching me. The physical pain of being apart sucks. I golly underestimated how much this would effect me. 3,000 miles apart, all I can think of is "when will our next time be that we can see each other day to day".
I know the beginning is hard but how much harder will the middle and the end be? I'm not sure who to reach out to or how to act. Can I just sleep these 90 days away?
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