sticks and stones

it hurts my feelings.

Posted by Someone's thoughts , Friday, April 23, 2010 10:36 PM

How ever since graduation every "goodbye" makes me feel like its gonna be our last.
Now that the end of the year is coming so fast I'm getting that same feeling in my stomach. where im not sure if were going to be close any more, or if your gonna change.

marisa is leaving southern. and i'm really sad/depressed about it. not only is it the worst feeling when you have to say good bye. but its the worst feeling not knowing if things will stay the same. she is almost my bestest friend on the planet. she is my earl to jeremy. and it really blows. we have been best friends since 8th grade. almost no one knows me better then she does. ha its actually pretty creepy. but no matter how confident i am that we will stay close, i still am not sure if im gonna have much of a back bone to lean on here at southern. Maybe this is just how God knows i will grow and be more independent/more dependant on him.

i'll really miss her though, it hurts my feelings that this has to happen. what a nice way to start my sabbath. even though i just had the coolest time in jackie's room. i still couldn't help but think about that.

so much for graduating from high school, good byes still feel the same.