new obsessions
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Thursday, December 9, 2010 11:47 AM
i want this on my foot.
i want lots of them actually.
i mean other tattoos not just bows.
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im not a pretty boy lover
Posted by Someone's thoughts 11:36 AM
and i never really have been. but this dude can write songs. i always listen to him when ever i'm emo, or just trying to relax ya know?
carlos introduced me to him, which is why i'm taking him to this concert.
nothing like a road trip to nashville to see me some chase coy...
jingle all the way
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Monday, December 6, 2010 8:28 PM
lately there has been a lot of talk about such things like Christmas and gifts. i have so far only gotten like two gifts. today while watching big bang theory of course i came across a funny part about Christmas, where one of them wants to give a gift and the other gets all stressed out saying things like "what if my gift isn't a equal value as yours" which in a way is honest to blog true. and then he said "no wonder suicide rates are so high this time of year, this is so stressful!" i used to think getting gifts were so easy, no one really noticed if you got them something from 5 and below or not... but now that we're "big kids" everything has to be more costly and what not.
its such a stress, to the point where i feel like being that friend who doesn't get you something for Christmas and your kinda bummed out bout since they gave a gift.
sigh.
and then to top it all off, my mom doesn't like wrapping my presents. she just will get stuff and say "well that counts as a Christmas present" =[ i like those kinds of surprises. I'm so homesick even though ill be home next week, i miss putting up the Christmas tree and seeing real snow and feeling real cold.
wowzers mcpowserzs
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Saturday, December 4, 2010 11:01 AM
Not only can I not stop watching this show, I also found my new tv star love. rather, he is not asian but he is still super awesome!!! this show not only has a bunch of star wars and nerdy references toward comic books but its SUPER sarcastic. it makes me happy. yay sheldon, whom also loves batman. <3
this ones for the
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:45 PM
its late. again.
somehow i always end up texting someone.
but it usually ends up being one of my bestest friends.
i saw this. its funny. haha. like which one is the girl? so mysterious.
i find myself going on random sites and just looking through random pictures and art for a while. i can almost even call it a past time. its way better then un hiding myself on facebook chat. which i did today and got attacked. another thought. im finding myself to really enjoy bows. who da known. and along with bows comes the panty hose and the nice sweaters. the band i been really into courtesy of Diana mynaokljdslyan. "two door cinema club" has gotten me to really want to pick up my guitar. or even a drum stick. who ever reads this should check them out.
with the thought of this picture i have also come to the conclusion that it makes no sense for me to even consider having a relationship. if i want to be an Student missionary and be far away for a year, im not sure many guys are a fan of that idea, as i wouldn't be a fan of it either. but im not too depressed by that fact surprisingly, hmmm.
Meh
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Monday, November 29, 2010 11:24 AM
look at these three. remember when her hair was so gross it looked like she never brushed it?i know me too. & i always thought Ron was cute. every time i see them on the big screen i can't stop talking in that accent and i can't stop calling "people" muggles. I have realized that they inspire me so much. no not to do witch craft. but to be happy and go on adventures and that being smart is cool and you only really need 2 friends, and they can both be guys. am i still even at 19 not wanting to grow up?
why so late?
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Thursday, April 29, 2010 12:11 AM
its probably really bad that for the past month i have been mostly up till 3 every night. but tonight is different. marisa and becky are leaving at 4 in the morning, and their sleeping, im staying up so that i can wake them up in time for their flight.
=/ im gonna miss them. i'll be pretty much alone until friday. babysitting tomorrow for people whom i dont even really know. not much to look forward to. this summer will be fun, but come fall when some friends are gone, i'll be sad.
ew i sound so emo lol. no im just really actually okay with it. this usually happens to me, when i have to leave my friends.
ok im gonna stop typing now, i think its kinda loud and i'll wake them up.
freedom
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Tuesday, April 27, 2010 10:23 PM
i just realized of course i put the word "work" in the wrong place on my intro to graphic design final project. but u know what? IM KEEPING IT LIKE THAT! because that's something i would do if i had an add, have an error -___- the best part is i already submitted it to my teacher who is super picky. sigh good night
you are my sweetest downfall
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Sunday, April 25, 2010 8:04 PM
today when I was cleaning/packing/jamming out to music i was thinking about my dreams.
my dreams are SO simple its so pathetic. but at the same time since the odds are always against me i feel like im not sure if they can even happen.
between my luck and procrastination, i don't know if i'll even achieve anything to be remembered by.
i'm ok with no one really reading this haha. this blog this is working out for me sorta, because i stop worrying/thinking about it once i get it all out. and i hate my hand writing plus that takes WAY too long lol.
i came across all these memories of the year while i was picking up stuff. so sad how people change usually for the worse. why does change in life make people so bitter. so stupid and annoying. why the heck would u get meaner if you don't like it when people are mean and take advantage of you, to me that makes NO sense... (just sneezed but no one said God bless you with a room full of people) i hate when that happens. is everyone just in a bad mood season?
jacob stop getting mad because this doesn't make sense and it has lots of grammar errors.
it hurts my feelings.
Posted by Someone's thoughts , Friday, April 23, 2010 10:36 PM
How ever since graduation every "goodbye" makes me feel like its gonna be our last.
Now that the end of the year is coming so fast I'm getting that same feeling in my stomach. where im not sure if were going to be close any more, or if your gonna change.
marisa is leaving southern. and i'm really sad/depressed about it. not only is it the worst feeling when you have to say good bye. but its the worst feeling not knowing if things will stay the same. she is almost my bestest friend on the planet. she is my earl to jeremy. and it really blows. we have been best friends since 8th grade. almost no one knows me better then she does. ha its actually pretty creepy. but no matter how confident i am that we will stay close, i still am not sure if im gonna have much of a back bone to lean on here at southern. Maybe this is just how God knows i will grow and be more independent/more dependant on him.
i'll really miss her though, it hurts my feelings that this has to happen. what a nice way to start my sabbath. even though i just had the coolest time in jackie's room. i still couldn't help but think about that.
so much for graduating from high school, good byes still feel the same.
music
Posted by Someone's thoughts 2:30 PM
Everyday I realize more and more that every song I listen to has a history in my life. there are so many versus that I can listen to and they always apply. One day I want to write down all the lyrics I love, before they fade away.
I think I have really grown to appreciate music.
my favorite band right now is "Barcelona" and my song right now is "colors". i love this verse in it that goes "but color makes her smile".
because that's all that matters. is what makes her smile
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